Sunday, September 16, 2007

The Faith Guardian…


Living in the desert does not mean that I don’t have a sky… it is sufficient to go out of the tent of materialism to see that there is still shining stars in the dark days to not say at night…
Shy?! Maybe you can say that!
Afraid?! Also you can say that!
I’m shy from what and afraid from whom?
Shy because talking about God is a taboo, while talking about everything else is widely accepted!
Afraid from losing some friends who don’t want to hear at all… while friendship is not just a “hi, how are you?”… And if my “friend” will not accept my faith, who will do it?!
Still, these are not a reason… not an acceptable one…
I don’t want to be shy, and I will no more be afraid from anyone…
I don’t want to be thirsty for a light in the faraway, while the sunlight is in my hands…
I lost a war, or many wars even, but I will not lose this battle (of peace) for any reason…
One day I decided to read the entire bible… I read a big part of it, but while reading long time ago, I had a feeling that I will die the day I will finish it! I don’t know what does this feeling mean, but It took me, and my readings became slower and slower… to be nil today…
I didn’t know that I will not die if I finish it, but I will die only if I don’t accomplish it…

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